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you make me confused. why do u ask such confusing questions during lunch. it’s but a lunch! why ask such philosophical questions? I mean yes of cos it’s important to ask such questions but lunch is definitely not a good time to do so! i felt like i couldn’t get any breather during the lunch we had. do you really ponder such questions every day of your life? why such extreme views?
or God, is it me? am i not fervent for you anymore? or am i just a hypocrite right from the start? why did i feel so uncomfortable when he posed all those questions? was i fearful? hmm i don’t think so. i think i answered the questions the best i could. even when i didn’t know or was not sure, i was honest. argh i think it was really the timing. not a good time to ask such questions when ur physical needs have not been satisfied yet. you gotta catch a better timing!
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I’ve come to a conclusion which may be somewhat premature but I really need to just trash this out of my system. You’re not the one for me I’ve realized. You’re not what I’m looking for. You’re just a friend and nothing more.
God, I just want to focus on You and Your will for my life right now. Help to learn and be satisfied in my singlehood and let this season just be one that is fruitful and sweet as I choose to dwell in You.
God, help me to learn to wait upon Your timing because You make all things good in Your time. Help me to be patient and trust in You.
